My hon does not like any of the cake toppers below... LOL

AWW SLIPPERS FOR MY WEDDING SHOES

This are the slippers I plan on wearing... I read the comments on David Bridal and the women love these because they are comfortable...I bet! and they are soft...and me in heels don't mix soooo this is great...because who wants to be standing for hours and dancing or whatever with high heels...?? well not me hehe and besides I am clumsy and there's no way I want to risk it more to fall in my own wedding.

BOUQUET

This is the exact bouquet I want ...the same one! oh and the lace above this one...that what I want to tie the bouquet , but maybe a black lace...or red one but then it would be too red... don't know I don't want to go over board with too much red or too much black ahah uuu a black and red wedding that is awesome!!! .

Brides Maid 1

This is my conceded Sister Alejandra she thinks she is all that plus a bag of chips... lol. They call her Alley as in Alley cat. She is 24 years old... two years younger than me and she still lives with my parents in Cali. She has a nice car that I like and wish I had. She loves animals and tries to smoother them. She has a boyfriend with a awesome name Martiniano cool Italian name. anyways she calls him Martini I think because she likes drinking. I am so happy she finally found someone that looks normal and that she loves. She likes to eat...a lot...she eats all day eat something and an hour later she is looking for more to eat. She loves music and put it out loud while in her car. She loves Gwen Stafani and she loves coach purses and items. The reason I picked her is because she is my sister and like her or not she is my sister and always will be lol. She's great.

Photos... I love photos because there's snap shots of your past and it's nice to look back on them. Unfortunately people these days and including myself just have all technology and don't bother to have their pics in their hands and in albums everything is stored in the computer... it all started with digital cams. I accidentally or mysteriously deleted a whole folder of my early years with Cesar and our hiking adventures...or road trip I was so disappointed because I didn't even know they were gone until one day I want to look at them and I realize that I didn't have them anymore. This is why it is important to take the initiative and print out your photos at home or at a store...because computers are not reliable and even though my lap top is my life it also back stabs me lol and one day someone might steal your computer or lap top , damage it, or you might accidentally delete your mementos. I have a baby album of pics of my childhood and I just love it...I am greatful I have it... so for my wedding I want a good photographer... and I want my pictures in front of me not on a disk only where that can become broken or scratch. I just realize that photographer are pricey! I found one unfortunately its pricier than my wedding gown lol, and pricier than maybe the ceremony I can't believe it...but I think it's worth it...and I don't care if people want to help me pay for my dress or this and that...I need money for my photos lol. I can't wait till I get my job!... (waiting to purchase a used car) Hopefully I can find a full time because I need the money. Cesar thinks I am crazy thinking and trying to plan for the wedding now...But I think the opposite... it's not early it's never too early to start accumulating ideas, and seeing how much things costs, and looking for things now...I think it will save alot of grief or stress. Also if I figure how much things costs as soon as I get my job I can start putting aside for most of the stuff. My mom is making my bouquet and the girls because she loves flowers and I will send her pics of what I want ... and she wants to do a veil...which I still don't know yet about that. I am soo exited!!! As you can see I just started this blog yesterday and I have already many posts.

WEDDING CAKE TOPPERS CESAR WANTS SKELETON ONES...AND I SAID OKAY

SUNDAY THE 28th? JUNE 28 2009

Well Cesar and I wanted our wedding for winter because our favorite season and my favorite holiday But since we want an outdoor wedding I am not willing to risk it! besides many family members will probably make it here in the car and I do not want anyone becoming stuck or something happen on the way here!. Also I do not want my guest to be freezing lol. Cesar said lets do it on Halloween... WHAT!!! ok so I always wished Halloween was a holiday... but it's not I always loved Halloween and I loved decorating and putting on costume... mines were always cool and when I was little mom made mines and they were great!!! I remember entering a contest twice and won. Well I am not one to do a traditional wedding...and I will try to back off of that, but since my mom meddles in everything it will be hard...I just have to remember it's our wedding and it's our way and it only happens once. I have an issue with Halloween theme... Cesar might invite some family that lets say are too religious for our taste and I don't want them looking back and say what was that? and think were devil worshipers or something... they already disrespected me by trying to brain wash me once...and ever since then I really do not want to see them ...to tell you the truth I am scared of them lol I know sounds funny, but Cesar in a way wants to do in protest... and he already mentioned it in front of his dad and I think his dad thought it was a joke. I want our mom's to remember this day as something beautiful... When I think about Halloween the word beautiful does not come to my mind haha. If he wants I told him he can have skull wedding toppers...skeletons ones he saw... I told him yesterday OHOH... lol... since he is not the type to sit down with me and plan this day ...I told him I am getting this topper where I drag him...BUT he said a NO. so if he finds them...then I will honor what I said. Oh so the date I want was for our 4th anniversary's which is June 25 2009... BUT I realize that will be a Thursday... so I am thinking ok sat would be good but that is a day that would be good for our family to make the drive out here... in some cases fly out here. Also i can give them Friday too ... so I am thinking SUNDAY THE 28TH?!!.. hopefully all the kids will be out of school by then.

MAID OF HONOR

So far I have asked Ursula to be my Maid Of Honor what they abbreviate (MOH). Lets see I know her since the beginning of 9th grade. She's basically my best friend well more like my only friend... other people I have known or talk to on and off were always seen as classmates/possibly friends , but those have come and go even though I have a tiny circle of them on my space they're not considered the same. Lets see she is Mexican and she has two sis and two bro's she used to live with her parents which I also know today she is married and has a adorable son. Not only did I have the same birthday as her brother... Her maiden name was Mejia... that's right just the same as me ;) but that changed just like mine will too. In high school we got into a bit of trouble she straightened out first then I did. We ended up in independent studies and that's how we finished school. (Even though she finished first) Well when we were in high school and we stop getting in trouble she seem to have good luck with everything and she is smart, I looked up to her because she seemed successful with everything she tried.... so I was a bit jealous of her , but now my life seems great too so I am no longer jealous :P. We have lost contact at times especially after she got married and moved to Las Vegas, but now we live in the same state I think it's awesome! we talk online often so that's great too. I can talk to her about anything so that's why she my Maid Of Honor.

Hi this blog I will talk about my wedding. It's all about wedding plans, fears, disasters, wedding quarrels, wedding updates etc. I am designing it to save as a memory and also for my girls (wedding party)to read and see what's happening with the wedding. I think I also needed for just my sanity I love to write and since I have issues talking about what I am feeling writing helps me a lot sooo weddings are stressful and this will be my outlet.